good. yea my affections and sences are
[yea] of my selfe I am
wholy prone to evill having no strength to retaine good. and my olde
\sins/still [and do?] somtimes continued with me. yea pardon me my lord
where in [good actiens] and these confessions I have offended thee who
can tell how oft he offended O clense thou me from secret faults keepe
back thy servant also from presumptions let them not raigne over me ps
19.12
puddels of sin
and uncleanenesse so
that I know \that/ in me that is in my fleshe dwelleth no good thing for
to will is present with me. but I find no meanes to performe that which is
good: for I doe not the good which I would, but the evill which I would
not. that doe I. I find by the law that when I would doe good evill is
present with me. \Rom 7.18.19.21 ver/ so that I may say more rightly (by
reason of my owne weaknes) then Agur I have not the understanding of a
man in me \pro 30.21/ therefore consedering my /owne\ imbecillity I sue to
thee. for who can bring a cleane thing out of filthines but thou alone
\job 14.40/ Thou art God Almighty, of infinite mercie, which justifiest
the ungodly and quickenest the dead in respect of sin. who changest
sinners. and they are not. \S paul/ and Lord I should now feare to come
before thee. because as my yeares increased my sins increased. but that
thou art the same Lord
to thee O Lord God
belongeth mercy and forgivenesse. therefore [enter] not into judgment
with me for them for [no] fl[e]sh is righteous in thy sight. but for
the glory of thy Name turne from me those evills which [I] have most
justly deserved. yea [accept] thy sonns merrits for me, and let the
rememberance of these my sinnes worke in me humiliation and increase
my love to thee with thankfull heart for the unspeakable mercie towards
[me] create in me a [cleane] heart O God and re-[new] in me a right
spirit [do but] wherin put thy [laove] into my heart that I
may not depart from thee. endue me with the grace of thy holy spirit to
amend my life according to thy word.
whose property is ever to have mercie.
And in thy
sonnes blood. I find the fountaine opened. which thou hadest promised to
the house of David and to \the/ inhabitants of Jerusalem for sinne and for
unclennesse, \Zech 13.1/ Therefore have mercie upon me O God after thy
great goodnesse and according to the multitud of thy mercies /compations\
doe away mine offences, washe me thoroughly from mine iniquitie and cleanse
me from my sinne. for I acknowledge faults: and my sinne is ever before me.
\ps 51/ Remember not the sinnes of \my/ youth. nor my rebellions, but
according to thy kindnesse remember thou me. even for thy goodnesse sake
O Lord. \ps 25/ for thy Name /sake\. O LORD pardon my
iniquitie
*
for it is
great. [u vers] And because o Lord I know that the way of man is not in
himselfe. neither is it in man to walke. and to direct his steps.
\Jer 10.23/ Therefore show me thy waies. O Lord and teach me thy paths.
Leade me foorth in thy truth. and teach /instruct\ me for /thou\ art my God
and saviour \ps 25.4.5/ surely it appertaineth unto thee O God to say I have
pardoned. I will not destroy: but if I see not teach thou mee: if I have
done wickedly I will doe no more. \job 34.31.32/ yea convert thou me and I
shalbe converted. (for thou art the Lord my God \[Jer] 3.18/ heale me and I
shalbe healed. save me and I shalbe saved: for thou art my praise
\Jer 17.14/
Now Lord for thy Christ. and our Jesus forgive all that is
past. save and defende me from evill. and conferme me in a godly life to the
honour and glory of thy Name. Amen,110
And now Lord what I /
[waite] psal 39.7.8
hope\
for: my hope is even in thee. Deliver me from
all my transgressions, and
Let thy [Name]
be my joy.
and the rememberance of thee
--- [S Aust] prairs
111
in the old and new
testiment in innumerable places which I am unable to resite to this purpose
some whereof are. Isa 63.15 thy Name is from ever-lasting 15 Mic 6 Remember
yea not the former things neither regarde the things of old. deu 32. 6.7
enquire [now] 4.32 Isa 43.13 psal 73.13v. 10v therefore David ga-thered
more strength to pray and said leave me not [illeg.] againe ps 60.143
let thy Name be my delight
and thy memoriall my
consolation, for which I have received instruction,
from*
thy selfe in
thine owne word \Deu 7.17.18v/ yea I have found examples for this throughout
the whole Bible both in the prophets and our Saviours words. \mat 16.9/ the
prophet David said. the LORD that delivered me out of the pawe of the Lion.
and out of the pawe of the Beare. he will deliver me out of the hand of this
philistine \I Sam 17.37/ call to mind (O Lord) thy tender mercies. and thy
loving kindnesse. which have beene ever of olde \ps 25/ Rise up as in the
ancient daies, in the generations
b of old: Art thou
not the same. that hath cut Rahab, and wounded the dragon \[be]/
d c and againe \Chap 53.9/ I will
remember thy mercies. Lord. and praises for they endur \Isa 11.9/
geth for ever
\ps 36/ thou hast bene my refuge neither forsake me /leave me not\. O God of
my salvation. \ps 27.9/ because thou hast bine my helper therefore under the
shadow of thy wings wil I rejoyce \ps 63.7/ also I have found noted by my
Great Granfather out of Ecclus 2.11 Consider the olde
generations of men.
the Children. and marke them well. was there ever any confounded. that put
his trust in the Lord: or who hath continued*
in his feare. and was
forsaken. or whom did he ever
to this effect I have
found written by my
G Gran- out of [L?] I found much
helpe for this out of
[Mr King](KB1)
s Lect 28
despise
that called upon him; Herein I cloth my selfe against all