she was the more stired up to oversee the wayes of her
houshold because
this pleased my
father
Mr Dod exorted her
thereto.
desireing her to remember the good woman in the 31 Chap of proverbs which
since shee wished me to learne and \the/ 72 psalme long before this time. when
wee were little my
mother delighted in spinning of
woollen. which her maides
did. whereof wee had cots maide but my
father liked it
not thinking it better to
cloth then to spin
bie
:
so my
mother was willing to
this I thinke fel not out so
well. for her eye being taken off she troubled her selfe, with those his
mistories. which she after repented for though it was some yeeres
betw[een]
condesend
to what he pleased: but hearin I thinke
it better if most women were thus imployed and that all resonable wayes of
delight wherein is no hurt were nourished in them, considering too many now
adayes more vainly set there mindes,
Now my father tooke it ill that in all this time
of my mothers adversity none
of her frindes came nor sent to her, but it seemeth they knew it not being so
farr from her: her onely Brother that was living
Sir Justinian Leowen being
trou=bled in his sleepe of her sent to my fathers Sister
the Lady Denton (they both living in London) to know
I suppose one reason that she
was thus was because she took so many supings not being able to [eat] things
of more strength as
[almon milke](almondmilk)
and gelles and broths
how she did,
who sent him word that if he would
see her alive he should now goe to her for she was speechles, he therefore
hasted with one of her kinssmen who came to see her who found her indifferent
well and chearefull (as she could be in her case) my father
related to them what meanes he had sought for her. having the advise
of
*
Docter Ashworth and
person Langam who was her phisycion afore
two phisicions*
who both agreed that it was the
[palsie](palsy) which had taken her toong
and so hindered her speach besides those infermities which are usuall with it
spreading it selfe into other parts. and causeing weakenes and wearisomnes
with dullnes of sence \and/ motion they both agreed in
for this was in lent and
she reveled her trouble in mind the Mickelmas afore this time the 11
yeere
proscribing phisyck
[u]nto her which was not so fitting
for her then. till the spring was more forward: in this time
Mr Dod came to my mother my
uncle Leowen hearing him was much pleased and
reveling himselfe to him and mother shewed a Psalme
Booke (which he carried about him) of my
Granfather Leowens underlineing in divers places,
wherein he
delighted saying that it did him more good that his father was religious
then
Which was a
thousand pounds a yeere
all the land which he left him:
after a while he tooke his leave of my mother; who was
loth he should part
from her. still coming and goeing twise or thrise as loth to loose the sight
one of another. little thinking is should be the last time of their separation
for he had promised to be with her are long. but after this time he saw her no
more for he was taken with a fever whereof
at this time my
mothers
sister washington
sent her a booke called
[the treasure of gladnes](TG1)
he died;
being translated \out/ of this world into a better. I asure my selfe;
in this time I suppose my \mother/ merviled that
she saw him not \nor/ heard of him but my father kept
it from her till a more
convenient time that he had Mr Dod to break it to
her, who the first night he
came told her by way of preparation that he had somthing to tell her the next
day for which she should prepare her selfe: the next day he told her of one
onely Brother which was taken from him
who was a great
[and]
being
a great comfort to him divers ways yet
hearin he shewed how he
or passified
himselfe
comforted himselfe
by the first Chapter of Job who
having many afflictions one after another, yet submitted himselfe blessing